I'm intelligent and I'm a fool too, I'm a good man and I'm bad too. Don't know why we think, the happiness of other people is also yours, but for them it's theirs, they deserve all the happiness, all the best things and all the best persons in the world. So what are you? I'm the one were taught to respect people and make sure don't do anything to hurt anyone. (Did I obey that), I think I did, but world don't. Read lot of books, to be selfish, be good to yourself, treat yourself like a king, and lot of stuff, sometime all feels bullshit and sometime all feels a peace of junk, I know one thing, we cannot change when we want to, it's a process and which happens unexpectedly, when you follow the routine and change come automatically, one more thing, no one can do it for you, it's not because no one want to too, because on one can. Everybody want to be happy, everybody want to feel the best, taste the best, live the best, and as many people say,